Today

Today the memorial stone was put in for my brother Danny. They also had a service. I wish I could have been there but it was just his California family. I miss him so much. Strange to lose my two brothers so close together. I am still struggling with dealing with it all. How can this be? Why? What I am to do? Thank goodness for my boys. It makes you really think about what is important. Though somehow I tend to forget in the daily grind of my life. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and although I know I should find a lot to be grateful for, I wonder how when this shit happens. I guess I am thankful for waking up on the right side of the grass. (I heard that from somewhere) Healthy boys, etc.